It's not long until the lunar new year and I'm sitting here, typing a few lines before a brand new stage of life comes and before I continue to throw myself out into those fun stuff with my relatives & friends. We've had so much fun lately, hanging through every corner, dressing like little naughty-but-nice devils and enjoying the lovely polluted air mixing with all kinds of human smell of the city where we were born and have been living. That's lovely, that's touching, that's sweet!

I don't know if there's such a day I will leave this place for a very very long time (that most likely to happen). I think about that day so frequently recently, and realize how awful, how bad, how desperate when no longer to see those familiar, lovely faces, to inhale that polluted and special air that I've been doing for more than 20 years of my life, to eat those food that makes me never want to go diet again...

So as one more year is to pass by, I keep on memorizing every detail, enjoying every possible moment, looking at every second of the life of the city that grows with me, cries with me, laughs with me, cheers me up, pulls me down, loves me, hates me, misses me when I'm far, waves me home when I'm back, is with me, is my friend, is my family, is my love when there's a he that's gone..., one that will be forever a part of me and never to be taken out of myself wherever whenever I go.